Late Night Thoughts
TW for suicidal thoughts, implied/referenced SH, and blood
hey.
what?
they don’t want you.
i know.
it’s like he said:
no one wants you.
i know.
you’re not good enough.
i know!
i know i’m not good enough!
i’m never good enough.
i know.
you should kill yourself.
no!
yes!
no.
living is… fucking hard,
but… i guess it’s better than death.
but you don’t want to be alive.
yes i do!
no you don’t.
yes. i do.
sure.
can you shut up?
i’m trying to do something.
fine.
….
hey.
what?
no one loves you.
thanks.
you’re a failure.
a loser.
i know.
you suck at everything.
yeah.
no one likes you.
no one ever has.
no one ever will.
shut up, brain!
fuck you, eden.
remember when-
no.
no no no.
i can’t do this again.
please.
oh my god.
i need to stop…
stop thinking.
stop living?
no!
stop saying that!
i need to sleep.
why are my hands shaking?
i can’t breathe…
get it.
get what?
you know what.
it’ll feel better afterwords.
liar.
coward.
i can’t.
what, scared of a little cut?
it’s not little.
it’s never little.
you know that.
you’re the one who makes me dig deeper every time.
ha.
it’s not funny!
yeah yeah.
it’ll feel better.
i promise.
i don’t trust you!
but it’s right there!
so close really.
all you have to do is reach out.
come on.
reach out.
no!
you’re such a fucking coward!
remember what he said?
he said you were weak.
i know.
but i’m not doing it.
but you want to.
…
you really want to.
…
come on.
do it.
…
COME ON!!!
DO IT YOU FUCKING COWARD!!!
….
fuck.
